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4 years ago
In a place to study (TPQ). There is one guy who is very handsome. He's my senior at school and a class at TPQ. At first I just admired him, but over time when I was in junior high school I realized that awe had turned into liking. But I'd rather keep it to myself, my friends no one knows.
One morning to coincide with my birthday, I intended to contact my TPQ alumni friend including him for a meal to celebrate my birthday. One by one, my friend contacted me so that I could come to my event, until there was only one that I hadn't contacted yet, namely him.
I searched for his contact which I named "my crush".
"Assalamualaikum, will it be free in the afternoon, won't it?"
"Waalaikumsalam Free anyway, what's the matter?"
"later Dateng ya to my birthday show" "
yes, what time?"
"Around 5 o'clock" "
OK, who did you invite?"
"just TPQ alumni" "oh"
Finally he was able to come to my birthday event, my feelings were very happy that I could meet him later. I've rarely met, reprimanded and even chat wa just didn't. He is already busy pursuing his ideals.
In the afternoon, my friend's friends came all including him. I'm so happy that he came, because he's the kind of person that's really hard to get together with. I occasionally steal glances at him. A second later, our eyes met I immediately turned my gaze the other way.
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"How are you all doing?" Nabila
asked "Thank God it's good" replied those who were there "We've been around
for a long time, we haven't gotten together like this, if you don't have an event, you won't get together" said Armand
"Yes, it's been a long time since I got together during the bukber last year" I
said "Yes, that's right" sahut my garden named Zara
"What if we do another bukber event during the fasting month" asked Dinda
"May" answer everything including her
And then they were all engrossed in joking around. Around half past 7 o'clock the event was over.
The days continued to pass but the feeling of liking did not disappear instead the desire to have it grew larger. Want to express but the embarrassment increases the fear of being rejected always perch, and until that day my friend's friend no one knew. My friend's friend is the kind of person who likes to harass, mock, can't keep secrets. So if I tell you I'm not sure my secret can be safe and I'm not being stitched.
Time goes by, I hear if he already has a girlfriend. His girlfriend is beautiful, listen to hear that his girlfriend is in the same class as him. The feelings at that time were mixed between sadness and disappointment, sad because the guy I had been craving all this time even met his heart's desire and was disappointed why it was not me who was in the position of the woman. But it was all my fault too for not being straightforward with him that I liked him, instead keeping that feeling alone.
And from then on I tried to get rid of that feeling. I blocked all of his social media, just crossed paths I didn't say hello to him. Everything related to him I don't care about anymore.
*Do not harbor liking alone, for it must be expressed even if it ends up hurting you.*
Tell One Of Your Best Friends So He Can Help You
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